Glimpse Of My Demise

Sunday, November 30, 2008

TODAY IS PROM NIGHT. zzz. awesomeee.

9:28 AM

Saturday, November 29, 2008

so here is for you people who keep asking. mooster was first to ask me. you get a prize?
zz. so i used picasa cause photoshop is laggy and took too long to load up. and never use illustrator to draw. draw on paper then take a picture and edit. it 'll turn out nicer.
there.

the original. water on the floor. zz. you can work on this (: P !
auto contrast it or press the im feeling lucky one.
go tunning. add masive shadow and highlight and a lil bit of fill light.
tint it red. focal bnw the centre, decrease the sharpness on that focal thingy.
and tune again. add a bit more shadow and highlight.
increase sharpness and add film grain and you 're done. zz.
i didnt really learn how to do this. i just figured it out through trial and error.
its not that hard. so yeah. happy editing (:

9:51 AM

Friday, November 28, 2008

went shopping with mum and sister to expo and tampanies mall and century square..
walked as much as i did yesterday..
P didnt tell me she was free...
urgh. she said this whole week she wasnt T_T!
nvm, toe and tum.. right. i 'll just get that. although tum is a little xtra.
today is friday. and its night now.. so... dota night ! yaye.
dota -ing with thomas later and maybe some other people. garbage truck and such.
yeah. we should all make new accounts then we can put :
[M00Moo]cow
[M00Moo]bird
[M00Moo]dog
[M00Moo]kash
[M00Moo]death
[M00Moo]roast
[M00Moo]R~
[M00Moo]O.o
isnt that better than all random names?
least people will know us better and siam when they see us. moomoo because strawberry is way too long. all change okay? pleasepleaseplease.
im lazy to edit the rest of the photos yesterday. too many. so it 'll just be those below (:
sorry lar people lazy. whale 's bday 3rd dec. buy what sia? broke liaox le..
2 days to prom. horrible.. wonder what everybody will look like wearing masks. fools? lols.
teachers will also be there. that a good thing ?
ohoh, ms ek transfered out ! wahahahaha. its some school in the north. yu ying secondary or something like that. some loser school apparently and ms ek will only hasten its collapse.
she just freaking sucks. that loser of a teacher, scums of scums.
MAYBE posting some of the photos yesterday that is majorly revamped. check back (:

7:44 PM

I am a bad person
I left P to rot at home
While I enjoyed life outside
I'm sorry, P
I promise to buy you Toe and Tum and give it to you the next time we meet
If I don't,
I will not receive a single cent for my red packet money during CNY
I will not get a single present for Christmas
I will get into a horrible class with horrible teachers next year
I will buy P the entire Starbucks, Maltesers Factory and every single Mint sweet on Earth
I will owe my entire life to P
P will be able to control my entire life
(~~muahahaha~~ boohoohoo)

And P, please print screen this as proof incase I delete this entry
I'm so very sorry P
I truly am
Words can never describe how truly apologetic I am
Please forgive me, this lousy dad of an awesome daughter

6:26 PM

Thursday, November 27, 2008

so day out with strawberry admins.
tyj, zko, roy, zian, chuin haow, wenjie, bay, wan ling, shu hui, garbage truck (whose name i dont know how to spell/ sorry !)
and a guy called jin something. i forgot. zz.
chang hong had to work and couldnt make it. dang it, it would be more fun with him around.
initiator ym wasnt there. busy i guess.
met at je interchange last platform. i wasnt ze last. that stupid zhi ying lar.
walau eh. knn lar. take so long. ccb. somemore call wan ling go then he down there emo bastard.
took mrt to marina bay. it was freaking empty. see..

ghost town.. zz. come out only see construction sites..
waited for the shuttle bus to marina barrage.

while some crazy bangalas decided to walk there. massive problem.
but they took quite fast though. marina barrage i just realised today is a freaking reservoir. only thing that it is just very modern and have a cafe bistro there, which i doubt can ever survive. here,

stairway to heaven.

viewing platform.

that was outside.
this is on the roof.

some random struture that doesnt mean anything. lols.

solar panels.. lots of them.
and this was inside.
there was well this exbition there insi. its was so cool. all the colours.

BOTTLES. lots of them. this is only part of the entire thingy.

spongy.

nice jungle lighting?

i just had to take this tree (:

come on lets dance. zz. he 's practicing to go clubbing.
the floor !

cool right the inside?
here 's the toilet wall.

so many taps.. zz.
and further there was this camera thingy that we kept spamming.
its was too dark. cant take any pictures.
and if you take a picture on this camera thingy there, its a pledge to not litter in singapore again.
we realised that after we took MANY funny photos. and the photos would be shared and displayed across the whole of singapore. like the national museum and such. awesome. lols.
then we also sent two epostcards, funny ones, to chang hong and MS JOANNA. lols sia.
then we played at the water fountains outside..
zz. there.

garbage truck and zian. sorry small photo ! they stood at those randomly water fountains and just gambled. i think garbage kena.. lols. his under was well totally wet. z.
and i was thinking of P also (:

this was made from the water on the floor. i used my leg to do this. unbelivable? and it always turn out blurer once i place it on this stupid blogger. why!?!

this was from one of the walls.

this was from inside. dammit they dont have the less than sign in front..
later, because we decided not to take the bus, we walked the whole freaking way back to the mrt. it is soooooo far.. dammit. once we reached there. thomas and the two gals couldnt take it and boarded the train home. while we walked more and further to lau pat sat(sp?).
dots sia. we walked like a hell lot.. tired. so we took a rest there.
before WALKING again to the raffles city station.
we ate and drank. zian has a store there and he earns 30 bucks a day but he works at night and afternoon only during the peak hours only. z. where to find this kind of job..
we 're like very aa. all working adults then we down there like some gang liddat. zz.
so out of place.. then we squeezed into the train. and chuin haow suddenly became mad about clubbing. what shuffle and stuff. zz. dots sia this bangala. no hope already lar.

so that was the day. tiring and full of walking and water..
but it was fun. day out with friends always is.
especially with chuin haow and the gang admins. awesome people that i will never ever forget.

i swore to share your joy and your pain, and i 'll swear it all over again.
love P.

7:32 PM

[yesterday]
okay. went out with thomas roy hj ym.
cause REEYAN BREASTBOYY MIDGET AIRHEAD PANG SEI.bastards.
met thomas at bugis first cause he was all alone. he came too early at like what 11 plus? and they agreed to meet only at 1 plus.. zz.
so we walked aimlessly till the rest came.
and kept talking about dota. zz. stuff about kunkka and invoker and that asshole shitface noob fker who kept bragging about how awesome he is but we just owned his ass totally. he had enough and left the game. hah. loser. you cant take on doggywarrior and me. its just impossible.

then we went to hunt for a mask and prom clothes.
we walked like hell to some wierdo place to get the mask and spray paint.
then we walked another thousand miles to the stupid raffles city mrt station before heading to queensway. and we saw an ex-convict on the way.. zz. he seems to be proud of it -.-
it was a stupid day of endless walking. but i found all my top. now what about the bottom. damn.
3 days to prom. urgh.

thomas is an awesome guy to talk to. really.
he may seem a bit too eccentric at times but he 's alright. he 's got lots of crazy ideas about inventing stuff. and now he 's making this thing.. digital (electron)cathode ray oscilloscope. i think. with or without the electron i dont know.

well, i was thinking about using the name P but she.. just said her name out..
why couldnt she just stick to myawesomedaughter dang it. she bought a polka dot dress and gonna outdress kc today at her wedding dinner. i hope. no wait, she doesnt need hope. she 's amazing herself already.
4 more days to 1dec.
6 more days to whale 's birthday.
i havent bought her a present yet.. dead. what should i buy? an eeyore cause she likes mine so much. unlike P.

meeting ze StRawBeRRy gang later. we 're going to some marina barrage.
what is that i dont know. zz. but i said yes anyways. i 'll post the pictures of whatever it is if its that amazing.. it sounds like some bridge or something. issit?
but chuin haow would be there. so i guess it would be funny. and it should be fun no matter how shity that place is.

i 'll just go dota with thomas now (:
i got no pictures to post now. maybe later.
<3 P.
bye.

9:22 AM

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

day out with P. it was a last minute thing.
bbq yesterday made me so tired.. we played tennis, swam, and stuffed ourselves.
and she had to call in the morning.. urgh. no choice, had to answer.
oh, now she got a new pooh and tigger(tic).
dont think she figured out the name for the pooh yet. now all she needs is MY AWESOME donkey and her sister's awesomely huge piglet to complete the family (:
pastamania has the worst cream of chicken.. or issit just me?
(akash)shldnt P be promoted from myawesomedaughter to myawesomegirlfriend?
yeah i think so, when i feel like it i 'll change (: lazyy.
she said she looked fat in the previous picture.. so how about now?

can now? i cut away A BIT of your FATS.
its still not very nice.. why when i upload it here then become liddat...
oh come on you 're not that fat. you 're okay.. how many times must i say that..
next time, lemme take the photo. IT WILL BE NICER (:
and P, you play the most amazing songs on piano. i can really sleep with you playing all those songs. its so niceee and soothing..
i wanna learn the piano (: you 're a totally awesome pianist. really.
and my earphones are with YOU ! ROARRRRRRR
i keep forgetting to take things back when im with you. remind me le..
- waiting for 1 dec (: -
it soonnnn. come on...

going out with breastboy, reeyan gold and roy tomorrow.
think we 're going to queensway or town. somewhere. as long as there are clothes to buy..
i think we 're dead if we cant find anything tomorrow. prom 's on sunday.. ( FIVE days away)
commonwealth 's prom over. now 's our turn. wait, what about my mask???
power ranger mask sounds cool? thinks roy 's gonna wear that. should i too?
will consider (:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yCKDGL8Dpw4
Kiss The Rain- yiruma. imba-ness. nobody want post the tab one... then the stupid ultimate-guitar is pathetic.. urgh. can anyone be so kind and help me find?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ven88vUVkaA
River Flows In You. nice song that P 's trying to play. then this bangala walau play until liddat stilld are say dont now how tab.
she jsut doesnt want to let others play also lar. that asshole.
can someone help me find it also? the ultimate-guitar one is well okay.. without bass.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=koZPdoTut_w
sob.
he donated his vision. god. i dont think many people can do that for a girl.

love P.
goodnight.
sweet dreams.

12:03 AM

Monday, November 24, 2008

i am getting so lazy.
dinner with cousinzx. its window ON the park. zz.
lousy pathetic restaurant. no coke one T.T
hahax. its so small and the dishes werent that fantastic.. the only thing nice was the water on my table. lousy restaurant. dammit we were idiots. who want eat there one??
i forgot to take a picture of brandon ! urgh. dang it. next time (: he 's so cute.
P ! you you... of all times sia. OF ALL TIMES, must call when i just arrived there not... everybody was asking and being irritating you asshole. oh and btw if you come with me for chinese new year next year, my aunt will be so willing to give you a hong bao (: wanna come? hahax.
okay im getting lazy. i 'll just put pictures and end the post here. LAZY (:

still loving my HECK.
and P (:

and still loving P

there.
-end-

11:08 AM

♥
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to, girl I think that you should know
All the love we made, can never be replaced
And I promised you that you will never be replaced

If I got down on my knees and I pleaded with you
If I crossed a million oceans just to be with you
Would you ever let me down

You're the air that I breathe
Girl you're all that I need
And I wanna thank you, lady
You're the words that I read
You're the light that I see
And your love is all that I need

If I should stay I would only be in your way
So I'll go but I know, I'll think of you every step of the way
And I will always love you

Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
My every dream and every wish somehow became reality
You brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Sweet baby I'm so thankful I found you

And I would answer all your wishes
If you asked me to
But if you deny me one of your kisses
Don't know what I'd do
So hold me close and say three words like you used to do
Dancing on the kitchen tiles
Yes you made my life worthwhile
So I told you with a smile
It's all about you

Another year over and we're still together
It's not always easy but I'm here forever
Cause we are the lovers
I know you believe me
So just look into my eyes
Cause the heart never lies

jsut wanted to preserve this (:

11:05 AM

Saturday, November 22, 2008

day out with family.
ate at some wierdo dim sum restaurant til we 're so freaking full. then we shopped from bugis to m-square. we got tired. and went home. end of day. sounds short but it isnt. its tiring...
my mom bought this for brandon !

ROARRRRRRRRRR, i want one too.
and this for his sister!(whose name i still dont know how to spell)

why do they get the freaking biggie toys and i dont?
i only have a small eeyore T.T see how small HECK is... =(
Pearl 's and austin 's are .. i just cant put them up can i? you guys will have to find out yourseleves (=
hehx, austin? you 'll love your present. i wrapped it PERSONALLY.
wahahahahah.(that didnt sound very evil T.T)
and i used HIGH QUALITY paper, not the usual newspaper. my hands dont wanna get dirty.
happy opening !
all soft toys bought at kiddy palace marina. and P, i saw the soft toys, they 're well, huge.
dowonder you want them. and i really hope you didnt mean what you said in that message. seriously.
i want this eeyoreeeeeeeeeee. its far bigger than HECK. come to think of it, everything is.. )=

sorry lousy photo qualities... i took them in a rush cause phone batt was running on low..

We Might Be Giants. now, wonder where i heard that before..
dont care, suits this picture perfectly (: sorry i got no time to edit this.. lazy =)

meeting cousin 's to celebrate grandad's birthday tomorrow at a some place called Window by the park. heard of it? me neither.. its in some hotel.
monday bbq at royston's? SURE ! all better go. ROARRRRRRRRR. somehow my roar isnt that scary as many people say T.T im hurt. lols.
goddamit, one more post and the 12th november post is gone. DAMMIT.

<3 P, HATES MEATBALLS AND PINK FLOWERS.

5:24 PM

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

im becoming lazy to type anything. the P lar, BAD influence. i 'll just leave you with a picture

P 's worst nightmare (:
oh and this too

heck is so smalll ):

11:44 PM

I LOVE ♥PEARLYN

8:26 PM

Saturday, November 15, 2008

HELLOS ALL WHO THINK YOU 'RE AN ADULT.
hahax. YOU DARED TO PRESS [I UNDERSTAND AND WISH TO CONTINUE] button. WOW.
was playing with the settings (: i will take it out tomorrow.

woke up at 11 today.. damn. i wasted half the day.
P called me thrice.. im sorry... check yes juliet wasnt loud enough to wake this pig. SORRY !!
dota-ed with thomas at 12. i dc-ed THRICE. godammit.
what the hell is wrong with the stupid garena. somebody told me it was under maintenance today..
Zz, if it is, how can people still use it then. thomas is a funny guy (:

met dad at bukit batok mrt station and went to causeway with him to meet mum and sis.
my sister cant keep still today -.-
she keeps turning around in the mrt like some crazy hyper bangala. zz.
then my dad told me the story of that time he got caught up in the train, in a crossfire.
apparently, a chinese guy with a helmet had some issues with 5 indians who were blasting
music, dancing and making merry on the train.
he went over and smashed his helmet into one of them.
obviously, the other 4 slapped him back and the chinese guy got raped badly.
he 's dead without that helmet
and the fight was happening right in front of my father ..
he didnt dare to help. lols.
cute chinese guy though, got a mental problem taking on 5 indians. bangalas own all.
see akash, MICHAEL JORDAN (:

hehx, dota-ed with thomas at night again. its like my whole dota life is with him now. nobody else dota-s in the morning and night except on dota-night. i was lagging through one game and i was wondering why...
P was sending me a picture and i didnt see that. IM SORRY !
and there were 3 mass convos outside. wtf?
and Cassis (love this song, why didnt anyone tell me sooner?) was playing on repeat, ipod was syncing. zzz. overload lar.. piang eh.
my phone has this buzzing sound that 's super annoying.. totally irritating.
Sorryyyyyy P, phone needed juice. dang.
stupid phone, stupid P, call me liarboy... sob): how can you call me that...

thomas going prom ! zz, i didnt know ! he asked me to go buy clothes with him. im sorry thomas..
i 'll go out wiht you someother day kay? sorry.. i have a feeling someone is gonna wear the school uniform there. zz.
when we get back results need wear school uniform? not im gonna burn it le.

elmo loves the camera. this is just one of the many random pictures i took today.
its supposed to be sephia but is doesnt look like T.T damn. was bored, decided to waste the phone 's batteries but i forgot the phone 's battery life is imba... its still on full (: love the ziploc bag. hehx.
then i edited this,

P drew it, her brother coloured it. i edited away the colour. nice?

sleeping over at cousins' house tomorrow. dont think i 'll post anything.
i wanna play guitar heroooooooooo and the monkeyyyyy game.

okay, tired. since P is asleep, no point staying up.
goodnight. sweet dreams.

9:55 PM

Friday, November 14, 2008

went to cousins' (Austin, small-Crystal and Pearl) house today.
and jammed the xbox.
i love the Jap monkey game, Guitar hero, Halo and WWE !
awesomeeeeeeee (:
then we practically chilled in their room all day.
here 's a little Austin for you:

there (: with his WWE HEAVYWEIGHT champion title belt. hahax.
here 's another one, try looking carefully :

hehx. double digits with the same title belt..
so we stayed in the room just crapping around. TUT-ing here and there (:
there isnt dota or anything so yeah, we just hanged from the bed, tortured the snake, dog pillowe, spongebob and almost everything that 's soft. can consider to be half a pillow fight.
Sophia came around with a camera, but HAH ! slow bangala, couldnt take me.
so we chilledchilledchilled. then went home.

Austin = ULTIMATE MASTER IMBA tut-er

P, the biggie soft toy(s)? i 'll buy it k. definately. you just have to come out... SKIP THE FREAKING CHOIR. you 're not gonna perform anyways. please?
i still owe you your fraps and the seafood buffet and japanese lunch. you just gotta skip choir !
zz. it is so simple.. get out and shop with me.. not im bored.

after O levels, suddenly one becomes soooo free.. too free.. there 's nowhere to go, nothing to do except dota. play and play.. it can be boring. amazingly.
somehow i wished i had some homework to do now. maths or something.. kinda missed the fridays when we chionged the maths papers so we 're free on the weekends.
and the insanely amount of homework we used to have. i just want something to do.. roarrrr. even my roar 's becoming smaller..
when is the bbq? i wanna bring my maths papers and burn, together with the textbooks and all. if everybody brings some, we dont need charcoal at all...

i want a big bird, a piglet, a tigger, a stitch.
stitch is top piority (:
im gonna hunt you down.
you you blue blue cute thingy. you 're so coming to hang on my bag with donkey and elmo.

think i 'll go dota with class now, its dota night every friday.
4e4 ! promise me we 'll dota every friday okay? even after we 're separated.

okay, dota-ing..
bye~!

9:35 PM

Thursday, November 13, 2008

ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR (:
some bangala changed my entire blog yesterday. i want my octopus backkkkkkk ))))):
issit better ? i dont know.. you all decide.
LAST DAY OF Os. FINALLY, AFTER 4 YEARS. WE 'RE FREE. stupid bio. so we flipped the tables. smash the examination in progress sign and threw bio textbooks out from the 4th storey. nice.
then we went for captains' ball.

Chuin Haow. Chuan Heng. Chang Hong. Jiahao. Yong Jia. Yanming. me.
v.s
Akash. Zian. Victor. Remy. Zaiwei. Matthew. Zhi Ying. Wenjie.
we got thrashed T.T akash = michael jordan... wth.. pandaboyy keep running. urgh, i cant keep up. and why are you all so tall.. what you all eat !
so unfair. got so many elites still have more people. sure gg ma..
then we got tired and played TUG-OF-WAR ! hehx, that was fun.

Akash.Yanming.Wenjie.Jiahao.Chang Hong. Chuin Haow.me
v.s
Zian. Zaiwei. Matthew.Zhiying.Remy.Chuan Heng.(one more who ar? SORRY ! i forgot.. )

like that then balance ma...zz.
hehx, we won 2-1 (:
FC-ed at jp. went to hsein juen 's house play some crazy word game. cannot beat the score de lar. massive problem le.
went back home.
dota-ed.

didnt see cyc for the whole day, wonder where he went. fishing? damn he never ask me go.. i want catch biggie fishy like the last time that one.. so big ! cyc if you 're reading this call me go with you !! pleaseplease. i need a new rod. mine is old.. very old.

oh, and to hell all who disturbed me yesterday dammit. i asked YOU ALL NOT to. ASSHOLES.
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
i 'll go find thomas to dota [=

love you P (:

11:28 PM

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

5:55 PM